My boyfriend would like to have what he calls an open relationship. That means it would be that sort of relationship where you could have sex with other people. I don’t know why he has changed as he never used to feel this way. The truth is that I don’t that open relationships are successful, and I am certain they don’t last. When I worked for London escorts at Charlotte St Albans Escorts, I came across a lot of open relationships. None of them seemed to be working, and most of the gents who were in them ended up getting a divorce in the end. We say enough of that at London escorts to put me off.
When I first got together with my boyfriend, I told him about my career with London escorts. I didn’t care that he knew, and many of my friends still worked for London escorts, so he was bound to find out. Now, for some reason, he wants to change and be with other girls as well. The thing is, to me it is really important to just be with one guy, so I would not want to have an open relationship, I think I know what will happen in the end.
My friends at London escorts are strictly against open relationships as well, and they know that they can be very damaging mentally. Most of the girls who I used to work with at London escorts find it hard to form relationships. A lot of the girls say that they feel the need for multiple partners and that they do not have any special kind of loyalty. Their argument is if they feel like that, they are not going to be able to completely commit to another partner. I think that is true, and it is a professional hazard so to speak.
When I first left London escorts, I went through a lot of partners as well. As a matter of fact, I got heavily into swinging for a while. It was fun but in the end I realized I wanted a permanent boyfriend. The lifestyle reminded me to much of London escorts, and in the end I just stopped going to all of the parties. It was like I needed to go into sex rehab for a while. I think that really helped me, and I did go without sex for an entire year.
Now, it seems like I am going to be tempted into another vicious circle again. I don’t really want to go there, and I am not sure if I want to continue the relationship with my boyfriend. In a way, I feel really disappointed with my boyfriend and I wish I had not told him that I worked for London escorts. Perhaps this is what gave him the idea of dating other ladies. I am a bit heartbroken as I really love my boyfriend, and do not want our relationship to end. At the same time, I want to be able to live my own life on my own terms and an open relationship would not make that possible.